Well I haven’t written anything in a while because my life has been utterly bland, and nothing has happened at all… But last night, I went out for the first time in ages, and my attention was drawn to this thing which is girls, who aren’t sexually attracted to each other, kissing.
I have a feeling there is a word for it, but I can’t think of it. I know that a lot of the younger girls kiss and make out in front of guys, for attention or… Something?
What happened last night – well it was actually brilliant. My friend Allie and I managed to convince two guys that we would kiss, if they did. It took a while, but eventually they agreed. It was great: it wasn’t just a quick peck on the lips. They pressed their mouths together hard enough for their lips to get all squished up, and they did it for long enough for the image to be permanently burnt into my memory. Allie and I laughed so extremely much because we won incredibly well.
But the fact that they believed it must say something about the expectations of the male population of my area. And possibly other areas? They were both rather masculine guys, maybe they were secure in their masculinity, enough to kiss another guy in a room of people, or maybe they were just drunk. I find the idea that girls kiss just for male attention a bit repulsive really, I have no problem with anything like that and have kissed plenty of my friends of femaleness, on the lips (including Allie) just not for the enjoyment of others. It’s rather degrading, in my opinion.
Anyway, sexuality is an odd thing.